I'm Home

I'm back in Melbourne for 2 weeks, it was a very sudden decision to fly back. I only booked my tickets earlier this week and i was off flying by friday. It was an exhausting flight spanning across half the globe from London to Dubai to Singapore and finally to Melbourne. So here i am now, feeling slightly jet lagged and wide eyed at 2am. I'll be spending my time mainly with her but also catching up with friends and family. Right now, i'm feeling kinda blue, i can't really explain why. It feels loney to be here, it seems strange but i felt empty last night and again right now. Maybe it's cos everyone's asleep and i'm still adjusting to the timezone difference. Also, this was quite unexpected but i'm also missing London quite a bit. It feels wierd to be torn between 2 cities, both feel like home, but i know this is my true home. Yet London has been so awesome, i can't really discount it in any way. I can't wait to catch up with friends, though i do feel kinda nervous. What would it be like after 7 monthes, would it be awkard? I wonder if Gerald's awake at the moment, it'll be really nice to have some company cos i just know that i'll struggle to get any more sleep tonight. Maybe i'll do some packing, or web browsing, or any other thing other than going to bed.